June 13, 2013

take these broken wings 

and learn to fly.

You were only waiting, 

for this moment to be 

free.

-John Lennon

June 12, 2013

The worst feeling is to be surrounded by people and feel completely alone. That's what happens when I ride the subway. On my way to dinner, I was thinking of nothing but the people in my life I love and cherish. It was impossible to stay focused. The subway is so loud and smelly and creepy. Dinner went well. Better than anticipated. It left me feeling slightly empty, the way one could only expect from such a situation. My thoughts have been filled by someone else for many weeks now, so completely and utterly I neglected my friend. But we left laughing. On the ride home the train was almost empty. I felt so sad I almost started crying.

June 4th, 2013

First post in over a year. It feels strange and also nice knowing almost no one will read this.

Here are the things keeping me going these days:

*new love!
*Records (they just sound so much more interesting)
*the Lumineers, the Pointer Sisters, and Lana Del Rey
*the search for great craft beer
*at least a dozen tattoo designs
*kombucha
*new books new books new books
*joy of sharing my cooking with those I love

Lots more, but how much sharing is too much?

Can't wait to meet my new baby this Friday!!!!!!